i realize that i write too much for each entry. today is my last day of work. and it was so far the most painful shift ever. *relief* tomorrow i have 3 finals and i am screwed. at least i am wide awake! predicting 4 hrs of sleep - max.

big news (for me): i have decided to keep my 140mm louboutins. *gasp!!* giant coming through...... :p

i shall name my b as 'bingo' now. bingo drove 4 hrs to portland but did not get his canon nor any saburo sushi. poor baby :( we are getting it online now! ooh he is going to be so happy i am so glad! :)

anyway, i've sorta packed for my holidays :D just need shoes bags & accessories. excited! i am thinking of crashing a friend's place from 26th to 31th.. anybody? :) its going to be so funnn! :D

2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL! I AM. PUMPED!

Ahh, that's when i was in Barney's, a wonderful designer department store. I love my olive cardigan, esp the neckline and the huge black lace bow pin! I had second thoughts about that bag that i am holding but it's pretty awesome. Chloe paraty! Alessandrea Ambrosio, Katie Holmes, and Lindsay Lohan were seen carrying them. It's not that of celebrity influence but one of the reasons why i like it because none of my friends has them, unlike the regular chanels and balenciagas. (which are both glorious!) you can't see my shoes but it is ysl and let me tell you ysl is one of the not so comfy after long walks shoes. and my banana republic earrings are so chic i wished i used a better camera (used the iphone) to take that picture.

oh my my. after seeing many awesome fashion blogs like seaofshoes.com (instead of studying for finals), i am psyched to colorfully revive my blog with much much pictures and stories! it is 12:55am and my boyfriend is out at Denny's for some supper with his housemate. Seattle is pretty quiet nowadays because most people have left for their Summer break. I can't wait to go for mine.

lookbook.nu is such an inspiration! i am definitely going to get my boyfriend a really good camera (he was thinking of getting one anyway so why not i get it for him :D) and force him to take pictures of me so i can post it on lookbook.nu! and have people say things about my sense of 'style' hahaha i'll probably put on clothes that i won't wear much in real life, but it sounds fun!

ughh, did i tell you guys how much i hate facebook photo albums with more than a hundred pictures in it? 75% of them are candid shots which are horrible anyway!

me no like monday tomorrow :( group project with very smart people! and i haven't done my part at ALL! sigh. told ya i've given up for this quarter. but i can not wait for the next!

351 Posts, last published on Aug 26, 2008.

Wow, almost made it to one whole year of blogging. I've left this for almost a year! I stopped blogging when it was around.. last year's summer holiday. How are you guys doing? I bet i have close to Zero readers~ kinda sad but it's kinda how i like it, where there is less people reading! this way i can spill my guts out and not worry so much about how many people and who is going to read it :D but i guess i will advertise it a little more when i am 100% active? which i don't know when.. anyway blogging is kinda out of touch, isn't it?

everything is good over here, next week is the last week of my summer classes! after that i get to go home and see all my old friends and family and i am very excited! although only for a month.. oh well! my house is a mess right now. I am sitting on my messy bed, in my messy room. clothes all over the floor, shoe boxes all tumbled over, bags and shopping bags all over the ground the whole shebang!

*time out! wow i just stumbled upon the korean song i've been looking for! the boy band is actually singing sorry, sorry, when all along i thought is shorty, shorty. geeez! but yay!*

anyway, the reason why my house is upside down is because of all the packing!! i might be leaving dear Bellevue for good around this time next year and i definitely have to start slowly minimizing my stuff here and sending it back. Yesterday, my cousin (who sometimes is a pain and is living with me now, the two of us) went back to Jakarta. He carried two 28kg luggages (that's the max weight) and 1.5 of them contained my stuff. clothes to be precise. hahahaha. guys are incredible, they really can travel light. like, literally! and today i just packed one of my two 23kg luggages. why 23kg instead of 28kg? because i am taking Northwest, not Eva air. Why not Eva? Because it was fully booked :( if i did take Eva like i do usually, i would be able to carry two of at least 28kg luggages and two more 14kg luggages. four! i need that allowance!

sigh. i am supposed to be doing my take home part of the class now to present at the meeting tomorrow but i am not doing it. instead i am reviving my blog! this quarter is totally not mine. i am so out of it. three finance class and a dance is ultimately the max. the dance is not bad since i get to do the choreography but the three financial classes are really bonkers. well, it is not that hard, it's just that i did not put as much effort as i could have. shame on me :( i should definitely blog about corporate finance, banking, and all the good futures and options stuff! :D bore you guys to tears. thats a nice plan.

let me tell you my itinerary: 24th Aug depart to Singapore, arrival 26th Aug 1:00 a.m, 31th Aug 4:00 p.m depart to Jakarta and 7:00 p.m landing. i am looking forward to it! i have intentions to start packing for Singapore now, then i can concentrate on the finance and the boyfriend before i take off! i definitely can not make up my mind about what shoes to wear. i think the 140mm Louboutins is definitely not gonig to cut it. i would be 186cm tall then. hahahaha. then all singaporean would be dwarfs. that's lovely, but no fun. i seriously don't know what shoes to bring. singapore calls for a lot of walking. that scratches out the ysl burberry but maybe not the tory burch. i would be taking about 5 pairs with me i guess. i am running out of luggage space. maybe 2 pairs of jeans, 4 dresses, and a bunch of tops and leggings. and maybe 2 bags.

aaaahh i am so excited to go to Singapore! i will sit alfresco and people watch all day and night long! can't wait to go Zirca & Butter factory and all the new places too. Ah! ION!! :D i hope i remember to bring enough US dollars to use. if 1USD = 1.44SGD, 5 days calls for.. 500USD? but i have credit cards so i think i don't have to bring that much..

the macbook died for a moment there i plugged the electrical socket in but forgot to plug the other end into the computer hahahaha. meet me up at twitter.com/jacqobenyamin! :D

i'm in jakarta, i wish i can go back to singapore before my holiday is over!

i'm getting a camera and most likely a phone too haha, too hell with iphone!

is there hugo boss in jkt??! and i gotto pee but dont know where the toilets are!

plus this computer sucks, i can't even open uw application documents!

but it's late anyway, i'm going home soon.. ohhh, fifi lapin is soo adorable!

I BELIEVE THAT LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND, AND IF IT DOESN'T, IT SHOULD.

im awake but sleepy at the same time, and i gotto wake up early tomorrow. siiigh. dumbfoundedly debating between myself and i if i should prolong my vacation in sgp. well, i'd rather stay the weekend but i'm going for a roadtrip from jakarta this weekend so i don't think i should be away. but what is there to do in sgp on wkdays? hmm? i should do a few shopping trips, and meet lona & diah though.. oh, also meet melia! and hang out with a few other friends.. gee, like a planned and mapped out to-do list. why are my holidays so.. tense? hahahahha.

*self reminder - hugo boss's money clip*

called bamby and everything, managed to ran out of calling balance. i gave him a through-talk today and glad that we're on the same page now. as much as i want to be with him only when i want it, its better if i abstain from doing that for the good of the both of us! haahahahhaha. we plan to travel somewhere for thanksgiving! mmm, places i wanna go is texas, miami, new york, hawaii, and/or mexico ^^ (*mental note of travel goals before 2010 ends!) anyway, i'm going to hongkong/macau sept 12 i think so that should be good, a change of pace in the holidays! from this year on, i promise myself to go somewhere new and somewhere old every summer holiday! (at least until my summer holidays opportunities are over!) yea i haven't been to hongkong since i was little i guess.

*self reminder - get a new cool kick ass cute camera*

i need a damn camera, iphone's so useless and everything i don't even know why i am using it except for curiosity. maybe i should get a new one, or better yet, use my old one ahhahaha. actually i just want a simple flip phone is that hard to ask for! wish mine hadn't drowned in the toilet ): siiiiiigh, i'm so sleepy, i am soooooo sleepy. -_-zZz


sometimes we need a little reassurace so everyday i tell myself that
i am me, i am one person, i am who i make myself to be~
i am worthy, i am good, i am kind, and i am not afraid.

Labels: some things never change

get some work done, bitch :/

Labels: paris, paris~

kissy kissy bang bannng! (bcc graduation night)

somebody teach me how to transfer pics from iphone to computer. does that thing even have stupid bluetooth? anyway, it's been a long time since i'm happy being on the internet ahahhahah. i used to kinda avoid it, unless i feel like it. you know, why i'm hardly online and stuff.. :) but it's kinda nice! i'm like trying out this new thing of like being closer to my friends and stuff, you know, just having a great time, making people's day. :D well, im off to a good start.. furthermore, its like a treasure hunt, this internet thing.. i've found so much great great stuff like really cool pics and songs omggg there are some talented people out there!!! and i'm starting to find the wonders of alternative music! hahahahah :)

soooo, mum's money should arrive by tomorrow and transaction and all, i should get the keys to the new house by friday which by the way is the day i plan to move in. yesss did u hear me?? new house?? kyaaaaaaaa! i'm so exciteeeed! HAHAHAHAHAH :D im so excited that i can't sleep at night some times, thinking how the house is gonna look, browsing through furniture magazines etc.... ahhahahahha.... i'm so freakkky.... but im lovin iiiiit! :D but but but but but the packing is DRIVING ME CRAZY. OMG. ONE WOMAN JOB????? WTF I NEED HELP hahahaha. actually i feel like throwing every single shit out and get everything new. i pitched that idea to mum but she doesnt approve.. so too bad for me.... ): well, wish me luck.. now i'm like the old beggar lady who collects boxes to recycle... but i use it to pack.. ahhahahah.. i actually feel like painting my room but i dont think mom would let me somehow.. bummer..

anyway, tomorrow is my UW orientation and it starts at 745 am. that bite bite bite bites.. and btw random fact, i still worship lohan! ahhaahhaha.. anyway, i'd better get started on my astronomy paper, update u folks later!

SHUT UP AND LET ME GO!! d:

Labels: can i have my summer now please?, mommy

can't get enough of her, and yes, im still very much obsessed d:


that's not a dog, that's a wolf.


geez, haven't blogged in forever!! hehee, i kinda miss doing this! anyway, i think im insomniatic, can't seem to fall asleep these few days dont know why, speaking of time, its 4am.. lots and lots of things have been going on! today i went to the zoo, for my little sister! she seems so happpyyyy :D and it's pretty fun too!! they had alot of almost extinct creatures which was kinda awesome.. but the zoo somehow exhibited brazilian cockroaches. so many of them in a glass case. i wanted to throw up. like what the hell are they thinking. hahahahhaa. groooosss. anyway, there was so much cute animals! did you know that a giraffe's tounge is black colored?? ahhahahah! ain't that weird? okay, i sound like a zoo geek already.. but it was kinda awesome! i fed a bird and a butterfly landed on my ass while i was taking pictures! wahahahahha! d:

once, i tried blogging with my phone and oh my god i wanted to kill myself while doing it. iphone's pretty cool and all but it is not so handy-dandy! and i gotta say, the first generation definitely beats the ones that are coming out. the new ones are going to be plastic covered instead of metal and once u unlock, the warranty is void. but if you don't unlock, your iphone's gonna be as boring as a.. pager. hahahahah. obviously, i gotta have mine unlocked. seriously, there are so many applications that need to be 'downloaded'. like the video recorder. or the system that copies contacts from sim to phone. troublesome huh! but once it's fully loaded, it's kinda nice :D at first, i refused to get one.. but i tried and i'm kinda hooked hehe, can spend hours on it!

anyway, seriously, USD dollar is going down down down. and you know what, i bet its going to go down some more. so, tell your mommy and daddy to buy euro, aus, and sgd. seriously, we're in deep crap. stocks and bonds are falling, cost of living rising, gasoline price through the roof, properties worthless.. sighh. depressing. it's a definitely hello to economy crisis.

i've also been contemplating to moving house once my brother's going away for good. i really want to move, but there is seriously too much things i own. i'm going to murder myself and a few other people while moving these stuffs. my apt's not that bad anyway, i believe i'll survive just fine with the help of a iRobot. d: actually, im going to renovate my room again! wahhahahah! fun! but i'm going to need a room mate, sigh, good luck finding one! i hope she's not going to bring guys home and what not....... hahahahahha..

my car my car my car. i havent gotten insurance for it yet. geeee.. must i? ahhahahahah. i know i should.. the first time i got a ticket, i was scared as hell. hahahahha. i haven't washed it, took care of it and stuff. gee, i really want a bicycle. the weather's so nice it's unbearable to drive around heheheh.. plus, my neighbourhood's coolio! tomorrow im going to look around for a bike! :D

monday's my first astronomy quiz ehheheheh.. astro's nice. we look at star all the time in the dome while laying back. i sleep all the time. hehehehhe. no one can blame me, the damn class is 3h45min! ahhahahahah. my ethnic class is pretty fun too, i've so much friends in it it's a party everyday d: plus the subject's not half bad d: and music online, could not get any easier. with all the answer i already have, omg, A! so i'm looking for a 4.0 this quarter, i hope my cumulative gpa goes up. then, i should be working on my wsa, get a decent 4.0 and then get accepted into UW's business. i dont know what i'd do if i don't get in. i'd be devastated i'll burn my chanels, miu mius, balenciagas. AHAHAHAHHAHA. right. i'll probably get more like gabbanas, and vuittons. they're awfully pretty! i dont know why, i'm so obsessed with bags now d: i'd rather wear trash threads and a decent bag, whahahahha! and i dont know why, so many of my friends are so hooked on online shopping!!! gee, you can never tell by the pics u know.. ur expectations are always going to go down d: anyway, i'm taking orders for the next week! but thats it, cuz i wont be able to have enough time for the delivery if i order later on..

my summer break i went to california and nevada! vegas was the same, only better!! this time i get to stay at the mansion which was awesome.. my own butler! woaaah! and i can't believe beverly hills! the shopping is mind blowing!! i wish i had more time there... havent got a chance to go kitson and stuff.. gyaaa, want to go backkkkkkk........... LA so fun........................ what the hell am i doing in seattle............................. sigh. ahhahahahha. ohwell. seriously i'd kill myself if i dont get into UW. if not, i'd be in USC partying hard hard hard. d:

gee, i sound so angry in my last post. but i was really upset.. boooo! :/ by the way my california and australia friends are on holiday nowwwwwwwww. i envy them them theeem. aggggggggggh! be patient jaccc, it's not ur turn yeeet.. be patient patient patiennntt..

whuuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhhh, can't wait for summer holidayyyyyy!!!

love, jacqo.

Labels: something to look forward to

I'm starting to think that you don't care anymore.. How can you not think big of this or of me? I always knew u were tipe centil and gombal, tp ada batas dong.. It hurts me so bad that i cant be mad at anybody.. It hurts that i can only be upset and sad and no one knew, or could do anythng to make me feel better.. It sucks the most that ive to act like nothings wrong with you.. I don't want you to know whats up really, but then.. I dont even know what i ant except the fact that ive nvr like this before and that i want to know how to make it better..Fuck shit, hat the hell s wrong with me.. I dont want things to be this casual, i didnt mean it to be like this.. I'm fuckin sad and i know these tears are not wo... These tears are not worth of you.. Or anyone else.. But i feel so weak..

"seattle"

so today, got up early and went to see the MO open for '08 and bellevue won 2-0 against everett. Gotta say bellevue's kinda in good form, maybe cause since more than half of the team isnt indonesian ahhahaha. after that i had lunch at indo cafe and then went back to bellevue.
i dont know, something's up with me hahahah!
i got a facial and massage since god knows when, bought organic food at whole foods, and bought decorations for the home. geeez. hahahahha. i'm turning into some kind of hippie or sth wahahha. anyway the facial was soo good, i swear im going over there as often as i could :) And the organic supermarket was surprisingly delightful! yummy yummy.. ;9

well, i'm supposed to be having a bbq tmr at the park, since it's a farewell party for the seniors but due to finals, it'sa no go. ohwell, save the trouble for me, but im kinda sad though, too bad :(

well, tomorrow is essay day! :) ive got 2 to do, and one isn't even mine hahahah.... not funny.. :/ anyway, i'm excited, next week's the final week for spring quarter! yay! and my parents are coming over, so that means i gotta clean the house.. :/ which includes my brother's room and stuff.. eyuw.. anyway my bathroom's looking really pretty hehehehe i liiike it d: and i can't wait to move out and get my own place then i can decorate it really nicely and cute! i saw a few zebra and cheetah print sofas today they were so cute haha.. but come to think of it, kinda troublesome to move out too.. but if not, then it'll be so far from my university!
did i tell u guys? im graduating college next friday! yay! :p and i'm already accepted to the business school of university of washington bothell so yeaay! i wouldnt bother re-applying to uw-seattle anymore cuz i dont want to waste time, althogh its just 3 months, it's still time right! my brother took 2 yrs to graduate uni so that means i'll probably graduate uni, providing i dont take any summers off, in Summer 2010! Now that doesn't sound too far away.. after that prolly i'll go for opt, while applying for mba (?) i dont know, but i want to stay in the states until im at least 21 ehheheheh :) even my boyf commented about how he thinks i'll go super wild once i'm 21 whahahahah well, let's see abt that d: and i didnt get the intern anyway ):

ahhh tomorrow study day! get it over with!!
hellooo summer!

Labels: it's been a year

so i'm in my room alone, watching soccer and MAN UTD wins the champions league afterall, due to penalty shots. The loser from chelsea who kicked the losing ball looked so depressed it's funny. and the man united people are practically kissing each other and its funny how dramatic it is, with the shower and everything after the game ended hahahhaha. good game! no, actually the game was pretty boring.. hahahha.. i managed to do my gbus assignment, ketrin's personal statement and started on my english, well, at least i opened microsoft word. ahhahaha.

ive just been blog hopping to my old friend's blogs. its so interesting how so different they all are! hhahahhaha.. motivates me to blog some more d: i kinda miss singapore, with all the drama and the repetitive days.. but im somewhat glad to be out here, dealing with all sorts of funny things.

so my boyf's back from watching soccer with his friends and ive gotta go for geology class now! ytd was my intern interview i was so nerve wrecked and later ive to write a thank you email to the interviewer later. shall write about that interview tomorrow or so. btw weekend? heatwave. now? freezing nuts. mom's cmg june 11 whoo hoo!

Labels: vegetables are your friends HAHAHA

photobooth is kinda fun hehehehee, wait til you see what new stuff the new mac program can do! way cuter stuff!!

hey readers! are there still any? d: i realize that my blogskin is abit outdated but im too lazy to change.. simplicity is appreciated right? anyway, its been so hectic around here.. so i got into university of washington bothell, isnt that exciting? now i'm waiting for the business department to give me some information.. yeah, i don't think i'll go to seattle university.. if you can save up to 2k per quarter, why not right? that's like 12k total until i get my bachelor's.. i wish there was some like certified website to judge which school is better d: my brother's leaving next month for good! wow.. actually i'm kinda glad hehee.. so anyone interested in buying a BMW745i? its SUPER COOL and ELMACHO hehe d: i'm doing 4 classes this quarter and i absolutely can not wait until spring is over. haaahh. need a breather. my parents are coming sometime june for my brother's graduation and i hope they decide to travel in the US for a little bit. mann, so my apartment's contract is ending aug31 and my bro's leaving june. and i havent found an interested room mate yet.. i want to break the contract but then i have to pay a month's rent without living in the apartment. ughhh. idk idk.. see how see how.. aggghhh.. ): oh tomorrow im visiting an accounting firm and i need to dress formal casually. haiyaaa.. have to wake up early too.. this weekend's kinda relaxing yayye! cruise saturday and going to vancou at the evening hehe whohoo. next weekend's memorial wkend.. im going to camano island, my friend's little sister high school fundraising, and this party i think thats going to happen. hehe. suddenly, i feel like baking. but first, i need to tidy up the house. uhh my boyf is back, ciao bella! ;) he's moving out this weekend, and im going to help decorate his new place and im going to make he wish that he wouldnt let me hahahhaaaa. i totally cannot wait for summer, so i can go back and see all my friends! wait up yeeeea!
xoxo
p.s: lohan's going on 6 epi of ugly betty! yay!

did you know that miumiu is prada's baby brand? i didnt know that!

Labels: gettin over spring

HALLELUYAAAAAAAAAAAH finally my 2000 words research paper is DONE. geeeeeez. this quarter's so crazy. i even bartered online classes with my friends hahahahha. anyway another great news, i've been accepted to UW Bothell! Woooooohooooooo.. well, at least their general school.. but the business major is a shoe-in! ^^ hahahaha, i wont have to go to a private school after all (: save money! yay! hahahhaha.. the school fees are rising to be outrageous over here!

anyway, havent blogged in a while huh! not much time with so much going on around here.. life's okay. i've been cooking alot at home lately and its uber niceeeeeeeeeee. ahhahahha.. i've gotta stop online shopping and you know what! It's the weekend! YAY! time to sit back and relax.. more things to do next week!!

BBK, MWAAHH!

Labels: so long soon college

If you notice, the lump on the pizza is actually a burger. this is called a mcpizza, a frozen pizza.. hahahaha, isn't is ridiculous and disgusting at the same time? only psycho over fed americans would eat burger fries and pizza at the same time.. Whats next? weiners and tacos on pizzas? hahahha, ya i'll look forward to that..

sigh, i don't feel like sleeping tonight.. don't know why.. yesterday was the same so i cleaned the house a little, did some laundry, and mopped the floor. HAHAHAHHA. but then i fell asleep afterwards.. tonight, i washed the dishes.. like ALL of them.. but i'm still not that sleepy.. tomorrow i will change my bedsheet, for the month of may! once a month, right?

bummer, i am usually very easy to fall asleep.. especially when my boyf is here.. haha, doesn't mean that he's boring.. i don't know why anyway, but i'm glad he's not mad at me for doing so.. gee, it seems so long not seeing him! but there's lotsa stuff to do when he comes back.. find housing, apply unis, this and that..

i really go have too much unused clothes, so i decided to try and sell some of them back to thrift stores. haha, i hope that'll get me something, i'm down a few hundreds this month! paid my boyf credit card's bill, got scammed buying a moto v9, online shopping, gas... thats about two grand i think.. gee, i need to keep my credit card somoewhere hidden to prevent me from spending. ): lucky i havent been to malls lately, if not.. hello bags d:

gila, really no sleep tonight!

bamby's off to boston now, after missing two previous flights. hahahaha, it's ridiculous. i got to rip up the highway, between the trips back and forth to the airport. it's kinda fun! i so should've gotten a sedan instead ): its so much more vroom vroom. hehehehe.. ohwell, now i got the best of both worlds! right? d: three cars should be enough.. i havent blogged for so long.. i just didnt have the time to really.. now its 3am and i can not go to sleep.. school's at 930 later today.. so not looking forward to it, accounting bites.. i got a C for my first test. gaaahhhh :/ its so funny, i was so confident i was gonna ace it you know.. hahaha.. i studied really hard! i shouldve slept before the test though.. sigh :/

anyways, my room's a mess now. i really want to clean it up but i just can not seem to bring myself to it. i am so lazyyyyyy. actually, the whole house is messy. AHHAAHHA. i've nothing on tuesday, so maybe i'll do that.. hehehe.. i am such a bad friend. i forgot to wish by bestie on her birthday. ahhh.. actually i totally remembered about it for a few weeks. even bought a card that i didnt send.. ):

having a boyfriend really like, pushes everything else to one side eh? postpone this, do that later.. and stuff.. hahahah.. its kinda irritating, but challenging at the same time huh, you know, the whole balancing act thing. but i'm sure i'll manage. i've got a little bit of time on me now :)

what i'll do for a cup of baileys now...
damn this underage thing.

Labels: clean cut perfect, miss.

omg spring break's almost overr.. dont likeee.. hahahaha.. and it's snowing a little here. in april! what!! hahahha.. whoever told us about global warming is a big big liar. d: anyway, i feel like my spring break's not relaxing enough somehow.. pengen nya nyantai gitu loh.. hehehe.. tau deh.. its kinda fun people watching. especially in sfu. geeee i can't wait to ge into uni.. college is so.. high school.. cieeee.. ahhahahah.. actually it's almost the same sih.. d: uuhh ive just been watching cinta laura's video on youtube. that girl's a joke.. hahahha.. an entertaining joke.. d: funny to watch tho!
this spring break i've been doing nth much really.. eating, jalan2, clubbing, shopping, this, that.. seru sih tp not enough of doing nothing.. and not enough sleep if you ask me.. not enough take outs definitely.. and not enough dvds d: canada's food freaking awesome!! omg.. i need to come here with my family, the REAL foodies.. that'd be so cool. ahhahahha. eat like once every hour d: i am dead bored. really, dead bored. uuuggghh!
and i got 2 A- and one B for winter. i am so bummed. and i went to aldo ytd and didnt buy anything. even more bummed. at least i get to eat good hot pot at garden city and awesome jpdog! got a few stuffs at zara.. and i am also bummed that i dont get to eat SL or korean food at downtown.. or gyu.. but the benkei ramen was OUT OF THIS WORLD hahahahha. where else did i eat? bubble world, at home, and i forgot the rest.. ): im going to drop by seattle's factory outlet on my way back but im not so much in the mood anymore, its like, kinda cold! and no girls are tagging along and i feel kinda bad for the guys.. i guess it'll be a short trip yeah.. hmm, where to eat dinner? im thinking kau2.. d: or chantanee.. or gotta go

Labels: spring break break

it seems that my life was more colourful when i was in singapore. ahhahahha. well, actually, not my life. i think i was more creative and free-spirited when i was in singapore. i've been more grounded since i arrived in america. is that a good thing? but seriously, i should get out more!

anyway, cleaning is my new found theraphy. i think i'm going to induce a clutter-free phobia as one of my characteristics. i read somewhere that that isn't good. hahahhaha. darn it i need a hobby. as if i have time for one, but i still need one!

it's sunday noon. i spent a couple hours watching greys anatomy. omg, that show rocks major! i loveeeeeeeeeee it hahahha. anyway, sunday sucks. mall closes early. i'm in my shopping mood! ): i need more aberr i really do..

so yesterday i went to school for a while, ditched my friends, returned some traditional clothers to a family of pakistani lookalike who are indonesian (which is totally surprising) she answered her door in a bath robe hahahahah. anyway bla bla bla, i meet my old friend, we went to tulalip for a while... and i suddenly don't feel like blogging.

ahhahaha, so i shall shower and get out of the house while the sun's still up. mwa mwaaaaaaaaaa. i CANT wait for spring break.

Labels: four days. four days. four days.

okay, it's past midnight and im typing on ms.boobies laptop. haahaha. i shan't say who d: her boyfriend left her laptop in my apartment. wrong move, dude. hahahaha. he knew i was going to use it, and i was looking for files to do my statistics projects with, i accidentally (i swear its an accident) found a talking history document. omg. she and her boyf were fighting.. from the conversation, i can see that she realises that she's lost all her harga diri/pride, and her boyf has an enormous unbelievably big ego. funny couple, funny funny, couple. i seriously dont know why and how they get along. anyway, speaking of the laptop, it's a really cute sony vaio! it's pink! woaah! and the keyboard is silver. cool eh? hhahahah. i've a hunch he bought it for her! materialistic people. you should see the Lv belt she bought him! or the tiffany bracelet and the gucci bag he bought her. it's unbelievable. hahahaahha. ridiculous actually. no, materialistic's more like it. she still owes me over 200 dollars by the way. gahhh. i hate asking for it. but it sure would be nice to have it back!

anyway, mr.smart is staying over at my house again tonight. yay. hahaaa. well exactly, not yay. it's nice to have company over, but i feel like spending some alone time. but i think i already did that, a couple days ago. it's nice. haahaaha. i can foresee tomorrow morning! eating honey bunches of oats with vanilla silk soymilk while watching morning cartoon/news. seriously, i am amazed by ms.smart. she's so smart. thats why i call her ms.smart. hahaha. she's beside me doing the actual project that i have no idea what its about. by herself. even in a team of 6. woooww. ahahahaha. while i'm here blogging. - -" hahahaha. my part is done! i'm the english auditor. d:

anyway she just said that she's tired. we're probably going to sleep soon.

ahhhh. i definitely CAN NOT wait for spring break! yayyy. a WHOLE WEEK plus of doing nothing! WOOOOOOOOO. hahahahha. sounds like bliss, especially if you're with someone you are totally obsesed with. hehee. and there'll be this scandalous party to go to. i don't know if i'm going really. but it sounds like hella fun! d: finals are next week too, aghhh. but knowing me, it'll be hardcore last minute energy drink shots easy breezy. hahahahah. i dont understand, why can't i be more prepared? sigh.

anyway i read some random blogs of my friends. omg. some so emo, talk about feelings, i miss you im thinking of you. the other is so emo too but more like the goth hardcore the world is dark deep and cold type. omg. blogs realy show who they are. or at least who they perceive themselves to be. geez. i wonder if people know how i am by looking at my blog. hahahha. i think i am an impulsive blogger. like i am an impulsive person. i like to elaborate sometimes. sometimes its short and nothing. sometimes its long and everything. haahha. sometimes it's conceited. sometimes it's carefree. right? no? i dont know. hahahaha. you tell me.

so tomorrow is sort of a big day out! a "reunion" of friends hahahaha. ought to be fun! i swear i'll bring my camera! better not forget to charge it tonight.. hehehehe.. and tomorrow is shopping day! i'm going to tulalip to shop. omg, i swear i'll buy a bag if i see one i like. but on second thought im broke broke. well, not realy. when am i really anyway. but still.. ahahahha. impulsive compulsive how it goes, me..

i'm cooking water to brew some luo han guo for my hardworking deserving ms.smart. ehehhehehe. i sayanggg her!

haaaaa. i miss my boyf. i miss his annoyingly straight teeth. i miss him skin. i miss his needy-ness. i miss him trying so hard to irritate me but just could never. hahahhaha. i miss his nerdy-ness. i miss the way he takes foreverrrrrrrrr to brush his teeth. omg. hahaha. waste of time i think , but he still does it anyway. i miss his don't disturb me while i'm concentrating, baby. i miss his enthusiasm. i miss his goofy laugh. i miss his insecurities. ohh boy, where is he! ): i don't think he has an idea how much i really, really adores him. somebody let him know!

anyway it's getting really warm in here and i'm going to go sleep i think. long day tomorroww! hehehehehhe. i bet it's going to be awesome! and i am officially clutter-free now! d: hasta la vista peeps.

Labels: i will redeem myself.

you guys have gotta see lindsay's marilyn monroe shoot in new york mag. whooowee! hahaahahha. why not hepburn or twiggy? whats with monroe that pin up wannabe.. whats so legendary abt her? besides her sex appeal? i think she gives the impression blonds are bimbos and all.. ahahhaha.. for you to know, lindsay was a redhead! unlike britney, i dont think she'll go insane anytime soon.. probably just another check in to rehab.. ahhh.. the glamour of hollywood.. d:

anyway, statistics class is finished. we're left with the finals next tuesday. im quite relieved though, the final test seemed quite easy! t test values are all given, we just have to decide if it's chi square, anova, or regression type. that meant different tables to use. but thats it! yayy. i hope it's as easy as i think it would be.. *crosses fingers*

anyway, we're getting kicked out from the com lab. gotta blast!

today's relaxing! i like! d: i just spent the evening chatting with my cousins. omg. its so nice to talk to them after so long hahauahhahhaa. so one cusin got a new dog, one cusin got a new bf and wants to get married next year, one cusin gave up gaming for school, one cusin is in indo-oz sch, and one cusin has lost 17kg.

and i just called my mama, happy birthday mamaa! ;D she loved the flowers i sent heuheheh, my little sister loved the baloon it came with hhehehe. omg.. birthdays. theyre actually kinda important dont you think? gw mau nanya2 ultah mba2 supir2 gw ah hahahaha. (jan 4th) what? we're a close family.. they've been with us since forever..! HAHAHAH how much more thoughtful can i be. anyway, today's another move jac's furniture day! ahahahahha. im so proud of myself. its all so neat. but i give myself 2 days to mess it up again. hueheheheeh.

i had probably the best 7min32sec of talking with my dad today. omg. ahhahahahah. that was fun. it used to be all business awkward talking to him, but not anymore! ahahah.. he's saying like how terharu my mom was when she read the note that came with the flowers.. ahhh aku senangg.. it feels good you know ;DDD

my junior from high school is coming here on the 19th! to study in my college. how awesome is thattt??? hahahahahah. i'll be a big sister d: and my friend from sf is coming on the 14th and my friend from sd is coming on the 13th omg omg omg like this how to take finals. ahuahahahha. ya udah la ya d:

so far, statistics and accounting shoe in with an A. but math, im hoping A- if i do really good for finals. but tomorrow is the final math test and i havent even touched my book. hauhauhauhauhahah. jacq jacq *shakes head* i'll wake up early tomorrow and grind at the math lab i guess.. hmmm. if i get As winter, spring and summer, i'll be more confident in getting in UW! i hope hope hope i do well for the WSA *crosses figners* but my hopes are not up though... sighh.. berdoa aja deh.. and my dad was like, rat's year is not good for horse shio.. he's so freaking me out. hauhahahahah. and i am broke broke. i was shocked when i checked my account. where'd my money go!! but i just realized i paid my school fee.. which by the way increased 25% from previous quarter. sigh. school is pricey. better study hard. cieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyh. hahahahha. yes, i'll put my head into it. anyway, how to live off this month!?! agh!
anyway i want to finish cleaning up! wish me luck, wish you luck!

BABY I MISS YOU GEEEEEEEEEEEEE :3

Labels: heart-felt family affair

Jacqueline Benyamin
Acctg 220
Judith Paquette
Extra Credit

The recruiting panel event was a wonderful experience. The business leadership club really outdid themselves this time. I found the seminar to be really interesting and useful. It exposed me to a whole new insight in career planning. There was a wide variety of topics but it is mostly about job recruiting, what companies are looking for, what the criteria are, and ways to prepare for a job interview.
The panelists were filled with very experienced and knowledgeable people. It included Tyson Williams, Rae Kang, Vito Romano, John Zielonkan, Jerry Bunce, and more. These representative came from all sorts of jobs. Like Costco, Boeing, Capgemini, Starbucks, Nordstrom, and Washington Mutual.
Most of the companies require us to apply online for a shot at a job interview. Costco, who has a 6% turnover ratio and hire people at entry level, for instance, has a total of 3 interviews before accepting a job position. Most of the interviews are behavior based interview which lasts anywhere between 5 to 30 minutes.
Capgemini, a global consultant firm, “sells their people” instead of selling goods. Their interviews are almost similar to Costco, but they are more interested in the way the applicant think. They want precise and creative employees. The applicants will also be judged on their communication skills and flexibility. This is because Capgemini deals with customers most of the time and employees also sometimes face long hours of work.
Boeing, similar to both of the stated companies, requires an online application first.

Labels: hotmail bites.

last night, i couldnt sleep, so i ordered flowers for my mom. hahahaahaha..
and some things are really, really, addictive. :/

if you look around, there's actually a LOT of things going on in your community. you should check it out! i was pretty awed myself, this is fun huh?

you know what, March's even more crazy than February. and i can foresee even more awesome-ness in April. o8 just keeps getting better yahh? this weekend's going to be outta control. mwaaaaaaaaaaachh!

don't stress, don't stress, don't stress~ ;D

Labels: physical pain pain pain

Okay after paying March's rent, sch fees, and an outrageously-enough-to-get-you-a-new-iphone phone bill, I'm broke broke. but hey, who's ever that broke huh? hahahaha. today i was in such an excruciating pain (okay I'm a little bit exaggerating haha but i swear all my energy was zapped even though i downed a whole baked potato with the works) that i had to skip night class. omg omg omg. skipped so many classes lately, how would i cope? some more it's that time of the quarter, the make or break phase, I'd say. it's when your grades are completely dependent on one test/assignment. i hate this phase. i think I'm gonna have to stock up on energy drinks again.

since when does blogger has the word correcting device like microsoft word? it's kinda annoying if you ask me, all the red dotted lines under practically every wordddd. eerrrkkkkk.

today i got a parking ticket and i skipped my math class too. which i am completely lost with too anyway. ughhh. and the ticket completely blocked my registration for next quarter, that's a huge bummer, so now i have no choice but to pay. ): anyway i went home and slept. i swear today's the last slacking off day. i've played too muchhhhhh. get serious already. from tomorrow it's going to be venti cups of americanos and i'm going to station myself in the library. don't go home til the sun sets, or at least until my brain fry out. d: seriously, there is so much to do. studying's a bummer! love/hate thing. ugghhhh. speaking of cars, parking is ridiculous. one time in school i really had to go somewhere and my car was sandwiched between too cars. like i couldnt open the door. i had to toss my shoes in and crawl in from the trunk. that was an acrobatic pain. hahahhaa. i got tickets too, please i dont want to follow my bro's footsteps. i think now he's acquainted with one of the officers already ahhahaha "you again??" XD

i was browsing today(ive finished reading 3 mags and i got bored d:), omg the ipod ladybug speakers (vestalife) are the cutesttt. have you seen them? i want oneeeeeeee. the red one pleaseeeeeeeee. but im going to get drawers and dressers first, to contain my things and put the to-be-mine speakers on top of it. hee d: and another lust item for me is the Minox Dcc Leica M3 Plus (what is it with the absurdly proplex name??!) it's cuteee although only 5mega. and although i could easily get a sony 8mega slim cam at the same price. it's still cute d: and i still havent bought a tote bag yet geeeeezzzzzzzz i need oneeeeeee. i forecast lotsa traveling in the future and i need a tote. tote tote tote tote tote. to-te. hahahah. i saw one Lv tote online which looks practical! i dont think the coach one's coming out again anytime soon.. ): if i have the chance to go downtown i think i'll check it out (:

i saw a glimpse of 'sakura' tree at downtown bellevue this monday. you know what that means? ey hello spring! ahhahahah. i swear spring summer im going to take the bus to school d: like i can. i hope i can. so i think ive made up my mind in my classes. so its geology and accounting in campus and english with general business online. sighh. gd luck to me, gd luck to me. please, my english capabilities, get me through this. hahahaha. so that means tuesdays off, thursdays very late class. mon and wed class starts at 930 and 1030 on friday. a bit of weird combination but its okay i think? actually, if i take geog instead of gbus online this spring, i wouldnt have to wake up for geog 930am classes this summer. but my friend said it'll be fine, summer's so warm and sunny, i'll get up early anyway. that right? sigh. iya deh iya wake up early. keep trying to remind myself im here for the study d: can not always slack here chill there lala everywhere.. but if the class's at 930 and i want to take the bus, that means i will have to wake up at 830 the latest. can i do that? d: yah amin lah ya. d: bolos jg gpp kali, i am sure Mr. Richard Tebbetts will be very understanding. dia famous abis di kalang2 anak indo hahahahaha.

my middle of the night convos goes like this ahhahahahah
oishi says (2:23 AM):
hahahaha
belom tidur lo?
Jæcqo says (2:23 AM):
omg tukang pajak dari mana tuh??
hahahah d:
Jæcqo says (2:24 AM):
blon ni
oishi says (2:24 AM):
enak aja tukang pajak
itu gw lagi foto keluarga
cman gw crop aja
hahaha
Jæcqo says (2:25 AM):
hahahah dasar
lg ngapaen shi blon tdr?
gw lg stress nihhhh..
skola tinggal 2 minggu gt
finals, projects
oishi says (2:26 AM):
ahahaha
bukannya 3 minggu/
?
Jæcqo says (2:26 AM):
no
jgn itung weekend
Jæcqo says (2:27 AM):
pas 2 minggu deh
mati cinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
enak ye lo nyantai berat
oishi says (2:27 AM):
hahahaha
Jæcqo says (2:27 AM):
btw uda daftar kelas blon
oishi says (2:27 AM):
blom
Jæcqo says (2:27 AM):
seriussss yuu
oishi says (2:27 AM):
emang paling telat kapan?
Jæcqo says (2:27 AM):
ga tau
haha
mau ambil apa aj
oishi says (2:27 AM):
masih lama lah waktunya
Jæcqo says (2:27 AM):
bola tennis, bola tangkis, bola takrak
d:
Jæcqo says (2:28 AM):
sama sepak bola?
jd atlit deh lo
omg kq gw hyper bgt ya
oishi says (2:28 AM):
hahahaha
iya
udah pagi masih aja
hahahahahaha
Jæcqo says (2:29 AM):
iye
lg ngapaen lo
gw lg mikirin hidup
begitu pahit manis
seperti kopi and gula
tp di makan nya pisah
Jæcqo says (2:30 AM):
jadi sama aja bohong efeknya
bweee ga enak deh
hahahahha
oishi says (2:30 AM):
hahahah
oishi says (2:31 AM):
gw lagi ngebaks
hahaha
Jæcqo says (2:31 AM):
nge bak mandi apa
hahahah
di north lo?
oishi says (2:31 AM):
engga
di bellevue gw
Jæcqo says (2:31 AM):
omg ngebucks di bellevueeeeeeeeeee
kau mengotori lingkungan
air pollution
dgn bau sate gosong
oishi says (2:31 AM):
hahahahah
oishi says (2:32 AM):
enak gitu baunya
Jæcqo says (2:32 AM):
eyuwww
hahaha

and i feel like doing my nails now. it's all about self-love baby. you got that? hahahahha. and i wanna do my homework d: Ciao Bella!~

KEBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~

Labels: hold on tight.

vancouver kurang rese ajaaa. masa mobil registration kalo bkn under ur name arus pake surat ijin. trus kalo under 18 arus pake surat ijin juga. apaan sehhhh. hahahaha. jaq cepet gedee oh my gat di US susah bgt sihh kl underage. what happened to emancipation at 16. behhh. mending gw pake pesawat terbang ke sf/la/sd/newyork deh drpd ke land crossing. bs terbang ke vancu ga sih? tp bego jg sih kl terbang ke vancu hahahaha. ahh tau deh. skrg arus pg ambil tiket lg behhh.

oke deh niko lg bete berat ma gw gara2 gw bnyk mau-nya hahahahha. tp dia lg tekor duid lg ma gw jd dia seharusnya bae ma gw hehehehehe. omg ngantuk bgt, gw pengen bolos skolah deh bsk. tp uda bolos stats. mampus deh semuanya. kan ceritanya bsk ngomongin ttg project, trus group gw semuanya absen. indo abiss. ya sudahlah ya. ngomongin nya ntar, paling nanya2 org.

asiiikk long weekendd! d:

Labels: backpacker abiss.

its 8.40am and im in school. the earliest yet i've been in school this quarter! woahh. ahhahaha. thanks to my kidnapped friend d: im going to finish my accounting project, but ive some time to spare.. i'm totally loving mc's new song! she's amazing! anyway, ive school til 7pm today? have to go to the bank and tmobile and still have to do to ditsy's (?!) place to get some fittings done. btw its insanely cold today too :/ anw ytd i signed up for my classes for next quarter:

Item Course Credits Grade Class days and time Bldg. Room Fees Instructor
4063 ACCTG230 5.0 MW 09:30 11:20am 0A1 A109 .00 Paquette J
F 10:30 11:15am 0A1 A109 Paquette J
3489 GEOL 101 6.0 MWTh 03:00 05:10pm 0B5 B262 33.55 Lyons B
1111 ENGL 201 5.0 MW 12:30 02:40pm 00R R306 17.80 Torrence J

and an additional online general business class? yepp. full speed ahead! d: so far i see that im going to have repititively bad days every mondays and wednesdays. (5hrs of class?) but hey there's still a little bit of break every now and then like 1120-1230, 240-300 breaks on Mon & Wed, class starts at 3pm on Thurs (and it's only geology so i foresee alot of absences :p) and 1030-240 class on Friday. woahhh hold up i think i have tuesdays off! sweeeet! d: who's torrence btw? i hope he's good. i'm considering english online too actually.. so we'll see.

ive watched a few episodes of Lost ytd at my friend's house with spag + meatballs, pancakes, and danish dinner. (they felt like cooking) hahahahhahaha. seriously, it's like holiday everyday! Lost is fun. although the story goes round and round and round and round, idk why, but you still wanna watch what's gonna happen d: last night the girls did something very stupid too d: i hadn't laughed so hard since forever! last night i moved my furniture's again btw. ahhahahah. whats with that? my new found hobby or sth? jacq the fengshui senseii. haiit. hahahahha. and i totally cleaned my house agn after so longg. i washed so many dishes and scrubbed here and there i swear the skin on my hands are starting to prune and get rough. :/ but my kitchen's cleannnnnn. d: anyway i look like crap today ;D hahahahhahah and i need breakfast! whew, back to work!

touch my body, put me on the floor
wrestle me around, play wit me some more
touch my body, throw me on the bed
i just wanna make you feel like you never did

Labels: tuesday morning

losing at poker's always a bitchh :[

its 2 am now, everyone's at milano, lots of them still playing poker..
house party's postponed to tomorrow, i think, and i just had this quarter's welcoming party just now! so far, im glad ppl said that its the better welcoming party than the few previous quarters and im ohh so glad! the effort i put in is worth it heheuehe.. i spent close to 6hrs preparing for it, although last minute.. d: ive come to learn that anything is possible, especially when its a party. well i had a blast anyway! hahahaha. ytd a couple of friends stayed over. i had my math, accounting and stats mid term. tomorrow's international night rehearsal and dinner at magiannos. i joined permias just now, they seem real nice. they visited the party and did some promoting and stuff. anyway im dead beat, i wonder if i should stay over or go home uuhhhh :/ i seriously am sleep deprived, i am so going to sleep the whole of next week. yessshh!

Labels: winter's over yayy

im loading some pictures up for IFC! i have about a minute or so!
i just got home not long, went to surprise R's 18th birthday. i dont know if you'd call it a surprise, i think now its more like a formality.. but ohwell its the thought that counts right? the 'surprise' was messed up really. i got kinda pissed with R's girlfriend. mannn.. the effort i put into it and she gave me a slammin attitude :/ whaaat? and i had to contact so many people too.. sigh. today's like a very bad day uhhh. messed up my accounting project, accounting class was a draggg, the teacher had attitude too. maths was a bummer too. i knew how to do the quiz but i just completely blanked at the last qns. uggghh. even lunch fell off from my plate!! :/ night class was a drag.. i dont think i had dinner besides a few spoons of very yummy yakiniku and a little of tiramisu. wait, i think that counts as dinner hahahahahha. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im having midterms. i want to shoot myself. its so time and effort consuming but it seems that i dont put in enough of myself into it. my attitude towards school has changed :p well, the topics no longer interest me very much. i feel that its all too monotone. booooo. :/ but a very promising weekend is coming! d: the pictures are done uploading! i guess im set to go.

what an eventful day! not that i want to remember most of it.
soju + mountain dew = not good. but the bad wine was actually okay d:
why are there so many people online this late??

Labels: ms.shake-yer-booty d:

it hurts to see a guy dress and dance so well too. being a guy its not that hard to stand out in their clothes you know, having so much metro designs all over. its just if you want to invest in it or not right? but oh my god looks can kill i swear. the dance part, most of the good dude dancers are like, hardcore clubbers (not all hardcore clubbers aight. some club until the cows come home but still can not dance hahah d:) so i guess there's some benefits to clubbing after all. seeing a guy do his moves is very, very cool. especially when it shows he's not trying too hard/ he's confident about it. oh mannn. it just kills. plus charm? overkill!!! d:

i woke up at 11am today, got a call from yunita.. it was kinda sweet of her to call and ask about her school life and stuff to me.. i feel kinda flattered honestly but i can feel that she's asking advice from a wrong person. my academic life so far is messed up as i know about it.. hahahahah.. i took a cold shower and did some reading in the afternoon until my bro nudged me on msn from across the house. go figure. hahahaha.

its 1215am on a President's Day monday and i'm at home doing my stocks project for my accounting class. this is such a darn bore. hahahahahah.. anyway today was an unbelievably beautiful day! the sun was soooooooooooo bright i almost crashed my car while taking pictures of the bridge while driving.. hahahaha.. okay, bad move.. anyway, i had lunch with my brother and his friends.. havent seen them for a long time! it seems that a lot of alumnis are back for a visit.. first simon, now patrick.. i heard all used to be my brother's peng yu.. hahahha.. finally i get to meet them.. they all seem like real nice people.. we went to Elliot's Oyster House at pier 56 which was nice. the second time ive been there! the first time i remembered it was on my birthday last year, my friend took me there to eat.. i still find him very sweet! ;D anyway lunch was awesomeeee! it was sooooo gooddd.. and the weather.. and the water by the pier.. gokil! we had a little mac&jac too.. that rocked the day even more! ahhahaha.. anyway my bro wasnt full so we walked down the pier and got some fish n chips which was nice too.. yes the 2nd time ive been there too.. i remembered the first time i was with my family. my mom ordered her clam chowder and i was freezingggg and thinking at the same time what are we doing here!! hahahhaha.. right beside the Ivar's fish n chips place was the Argosy Cruise dock. they say they can serve brunch/lunch/dinner on the boat while going around.. ahhh that sounds dreamy! i totally want to try that sometimes.. sounds super romantic. especially with champagne, lunch right until sunset.. aaawwwwwwhhh.... hahahhaha.. anw, my friend just totally destroyed his car rims and his new iphone at the same time hahahaha.. poor thing.. anyway the iphone is pretty fun! the games and the functions and all.. some more its only US400. only what? a 100 more than sidekick? well, each to its own.. im so over the fancy gadgets part.. its kind of never-ending like my mom says..

oh my god. one of my friends went to alki beach today. WOAHHH I WANT TO GO!! the sun and the beach? and good food?? the buffet brunch is said to be pretty good.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i am so not sleeping until late anymore d:

after lunch we all went back to bellevue, and i took off to pick up jaja. although i was a bit woozy from the beer i swear i was good to go. hee d: i managed to pry her out of her house.. kidnap her d: now she insist on calling me jaja too cuz of the jacqo jacqueline ive been putting up hahahaha.. anyway i was such in a good mood today cuz of the weather and meeting her made me feel even better.. we catch up a little bit while shopping around which was fun d: but seriously we've gotta stop the shopping.. it's costing me el mucho grande ka ching :/ ahhahahh.. anyway the tote coach that i want isnt for sale anymore it seems so that kinda blows. the new collection isnt very nice... :/ we talked and stuff and left for dinner after shopping but halfway there she reminded me that it wasnt a weekend and the restaurant was closed! booo.. i wanted to take her to downtown sushiland but she wasnt a big raw eater.. so we ended up at university way and looked for food there.. i parked and we started walking down a street where at a point she pleaded me not to go any further cuz there were alot of shabby looking people.. i admit they look quite intimidating but i thought i would be all right whaatt.. we're just walking.. well, we turned back and went into Costa's. it was an interesting place.. quiet but don't seem spooky. the music was part 'jazz' (on account of the trumpets she says) and part musical.. they had a wide range of menu and $16 steaks. wow. hahahaha. i wanted to order that and jaja reminded me that it was the most expensive thing on the menu. i realized that was shocked hahahahhaha.. anyway i ordered the lamb chop instead which was tasty but kinda dry.. i had lemon with whipped egg and rice soup too which was.. brave of me. Hahahahahahaha. have you tried lemon soup?!??! however the pasta was scrumptious!! woaaahhh.. i think its because i havent had any in a long time.. but anyway it was fun.. jaja is adorable. she asked me what Parmesan and fettuccine was and she kept saying how unbelievably cute the waiter is. i looked at him and totally reminded me of CHEWBACCA (i remembered! d:) from star wars. oh mannn he had chest hair coming out from his buttoned up shirt.. and his hair was long.. he looked like someone from a german video or sth.. but his physique was good, i think thats what got to her.. he was pretty tall and lean but thats it. we went to WOW ( i know, lame name right) for a drink. actually i did at first and that convinced her to get one too hahahaha. oh my god i've never seen so many ang mohs in a asian drink parlor before. it was downright packed. anyway it wasnt too bad... quite yummy =9 jaja1 and jaja2 are so going to watch a musical play at the 5th avenue theatre! ive always wanted to go see a play!! but never had the chance to go to one.. :/ ahhh.. i really really want to try.. soon soon soon..!

my friend, she just totaled her new C class in auburn. oh my godddddddddddd. what a shame! it was a 3 car pile up with her in the middle.. geez.. her bumper was gone! the dude behind her was actually underage and speeding and stuff.. anyway the funny thing is when her car was in service, she crashed her rental car too! ahahhahaha.. they say she was just looking for attention from her boyfriend.. she was okay but she complained her neck hurts and all that so he was extra lovey dovey to her d: anyway im just thankful that she's fine..

if ure doing business with an indonesian, make sure you've already known the person for quite some time or at least know enough information about the person to confirm that they're honest. omg, being scammed of millions of dollars isnt funny.. at all! my dad got scammed by one guy who pretended to be a prospective partner.. not so much but quite a noticeable amount.. he thought my dad wouldnt notice, cuz he's already a big spender.. but it's pretty grotesque.. he was so close to us, we took him to family vacations! i remembered he was so nice to me when i was small.. uncle dedy i think. this cinko guy i spent the day at a bali beach with.. ohwell.. thats another whole scam.. but if you think about it.. its kinda scary. he couldve kidnapped me or my brother right. or my mom for all i know. choy choy. anyway it's true that having connections with the officers/generals/magistrates helps but only first hand acquaintance is useful if u ask me.. they are all.. like if you do good to them, they will help you out.. friends with power and benefits? hahahaha something like that.. anyway its a whole long debate/conversation topic altogether. i shall spare ur reading time (:

there was actually a party last night.. at fusion. where the indon all-in party was held at. i heard it was quite dull.. some guys at edmonds made it happen.. but it was mostly hongkong and japan people.. few indons went yeah and it was harder to bribe and it ended earlier anyway.. so i was kinda glad i didnt go.. i heard there was another one in april! looking forward to that! ISAUW night is on april too.. the 16th i think. wowwee.. if you think about it there's so much social events happening around ehh.. bek, if only u're here :/ ak kangn bgt ma km, ga tau knp tp esp. hari ini.. tmn2 ak blng km ga jauh kq, cmn a short drive away tp kq rasanya km dkt di hati jauh di mata ya? kadang2 nyebelin bgt loh tp bs lah ya.. i don't think i'll stray away like i always used to do :/ ak kangen senyum km, mata km, muka km, terutama kl d liat dlm ruang gelap seperti bioskop dan dr arah pinggir. hahahahahha. joke2 jayus km, nada males2 km minta tolong (aka nyuruh2) ambilin ini buangin itu jgn ganggu waktu tidur dll. belahan kasih km, tawa lega km, sorot mata perhatian km. manyun km, sentuh km. komplit deh nasi rames nya. hahahahhaha. tambah es teler n teh botol!! d: kgnn!!

dan kau bawa aku ke awan, menghias langit,
merangkai bingtang-bintang menjadi sebuah kata,
sebuah kata cinta.

Labels: how do i make you love me?

isn't it lovely? the weather forecast shows sunny days all week long! (: allriggght!

its 3am now, im watching grey's anatomy (which is making me quite queasy) and i'm in my bed thinking that i've just had the most romantic weekend of my life.

mm, so far i've watched quite a few movies! rambo (twice! bloody hardcore! live for nothing, die for something! ahhaha) step up 2 (monotone, kinda dull if you ask me) jumper (quite exciting, the trip around the world is kinda fun.. this movie made me not like rachel bilson! shes too skinny and her eyes are just ready to pop out! hayden's pretty cute tho d: ) fool's gold (disappointing.. matthem mcconaughey and kate hudson here is not-so-charming)we own the night (eva mendes mamamiaa!) school for scroundels (hilarious!) music and lyrics (pop goes my heart) the holiday (gets me everytime..)
i've watched all these movies in one weekend! how cool is that? hahahahha.. woahh!

anyway, 330am, time for bed! thank god for long weekend (:

Labels: expand everything

okay, a few observations from school. the small chinese kid with the british english accent is driving me nuts! ahhahahahhaha. no, i don't even know the guy but i happen to like english accent (i think its super sexy) and he's using it! im like WHAT PLANET ARE YOU ON! hahahahahahha.. it is so weird i tell you.. and there's this couple, a very white and demure japanese girl with an over-tanned thinks he's so good looking piercing in one year vietnamese/philippines guy. btw he has kinda long hair with a middle parting. ew. anyway! ew ew eww!! hahahahhahaha.. me and my friends have seen them canoodling (is that how you spell it) around school and today he gave her a super big card with MIMI written across it (her name, i think) and heart shaped baloons and stuff. oh my, i swear i shivered. haahhahahahah.. it's just very weird a combination you know.. anyway, there's plans tonight after all, my friends are taking me to this posh place for v day dinner. now ive got to find a dress hooray. actually ive already a few at home but one is kinda slutty and the other is a bit over simple.. so i think i'm getting one now.. during my 2 hr break. HAHAHAH. how awesome is that? stupid night class.. ugghhh. now ive to go home and hussy up for dinner after class, or come into class all dressed. hhahahah. and oh ive to start packing for tomorrow too.. hmmmm.. my brother and his friends has been gossiping about me! its so weirddd. my friend (who's also his friend) talked to me in class.. "eh that time that guy liked you, but your brother didnt agree, whats the story with that?" and "wow jac ur bro's mad you didnt tell him you were seeing a guy!! woaaah!! " i mean, like whats up with that! ahhahaha, guys aren't supposed to gossip! especially brothers.. hahahah i just find it weird.. but yea, he has some right to know stuff going on about me i guess.. oh! i've decided to change one thing about me today, i hope i can stick to it! ;D
anyway, gotta blast!

Labels: xoxo

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! ;D

it's 1030am right now and im a mess and im in bed.. i've class at 1130 but i just cant seem to get myself up.. even though i slept for like a gazillion hours ytd.. 2-7pm and 2am-10am i think.. hahahhah.. sighh. no flowers and chocolates this year! and i've got class till about 730pm tonight! what kind of v day is this? im so going to find my single friends and at least have dinner with them heuehehehe.. kidnap mode: on. d: actually my shopping mode is on. wonder who'll be willing to come shop with me. i've got my eye on that swarovski necklace for a really long time! the crystal studded diamond swan figure necklace one.. i actually got that for my best friend's christmas gift but i like it myself so muchhh hahahahhah.. i shouldve kept it and got her something else! d: naww i think she loved it too.. mmm.. i want a coach tote too.. a huge one! if i think about it, i dont have one of those type yet.. and i'll also prolly stop by victoria's secret to get sumthin sumthin.. d: monday i'll be passing by seattle's factory outlet but i dont think i can wait that long can i?
sigh. stupid valentine's day! it's so unimportant yet you still hope to celebrate it huh! i wonder what my other friends have planned? i meant those with partners.. dinner at space needle? dinner at home? maybe someone will surprise someone with a humiliating huge amount of flowers in school so she'll have to carry it around sch all day! hahahah that'd be fun to watch d: ohwell, lets leave the daydreaming for later.. time for school! ttyl!

Labels: xoxo

one of lohan's ex. the latest ive read about her is that she's sex obsessive?? omg way to go linds! what more can you do now? hahahahah..


anyway, i just saw a few very old pictures of mine and i realized ive gained so much weighhtt! geeeeeeez!! oh nooooooo.. hahahhaha... ive seriously gotta start taking care of myself.. SBD with me anyone?? jac!! go to the gym! d:

last night a couple of friends stayed over. as usual we went hyper and outta control. it was hilarious! especially when my brother knocked the door and let himself in super fast. i guess he didnt know i had company.. i didnt tell him too.. hahahahhaha.. it was so funny. my friends panicked so bad so quick! one of them leaped on the bed and pretended to be asleepp! the other one grabbed her phone and pretended to be busy.. it was so funny d: my bro went in and asked, where's my oreos? have you seen them? did you eat them? ahahahha he's so cute d: we went to the 'gym', did some 'aerobics' and much more deliriously weird stuff d: btw on a side note, is it really that hard to move your booty? i don't think so!

morning i was a monster. i just wouldnt wake up! my friends keep yelling for me to wake up. they were asking me questions like 'jac is ur bro home?' 'jac wake up we gotta to uw!' and all that.. all i replied was 'mmm...', 'sure sure..' hahahahah.. i remember my friend asking me where the towels was.. i replied her three times.. (it is actually in the outside toilet right) first i said 'mm its in my brothers room..'. they were like are u sure?! then i said 'eh, no, its in the kitchen..' then they were like haaa?!? then i said 'eh eh no no no.. its in the outside bathroom!'
its amazing i can hold a proper conversation with my eyes closed and half-asleep.. ahhahahahahha.. d: then i went to UW to drop by some forms with my friends before going to school.. if u're applying into UW's business dept, you have to take this written test WSA. they will give u a business scenario and u're supposed to give ur observation, prediction and business advice.. like essay type thing.. its really huge! like 30% of application consideration? im really really counting on that.. mann i've really gotta start reading my finance books now..

heyy btw valentines day is coming! how can you not be reminded? it's so over commercialised.. besides the flowers chocolates shenanigans, i think its like kinda romantic spending v day at McD's. ahahhahahahha. serious! instead of some stuffy restaurant (not complaining btw) or instead of tedious home cooked meals.. i mean, it's nice for a change.. kind of cute too! dress all nice and neat, then order a big mac with fries.. ahahhahaha.. reminded me of something out of an indonesian movie 'eiffel im in love'. well, okay, no one can beat the romantic-ness of paris. omg the guy in the movie recited love poems in french (he's indon btw) under the eiffel tower to the girl. the girl was like.. 'i dont understand a single word that you said but please go on!" hahahahahha.. so cuttee.. i wonder where's that dvd at.. i thought i had a copy of it.. hmmm.. anyway speaking of flowers, theres this guy, my friend.. he was in indo and his girlfriend was in seattle right.. he couldnt meet so he ordered and sent her some flowers and chocs and teddybears and stuff right.. the timing was impeccable! she was just about cheating on him with some othey guy when his gifts arrived.. ahhahahhahah.. its so hilarious.. kinda sad.. but still funny.. then he was like all 'jacc i feel stuuuupid!' ahhh poor thing! hahahaha.. he spent so much on it too.. oh well.. i hope they work things out!

anyway, im beat! toodles for now! d:
bek, slamat dtng ke blog ak! d:

Labels: nothing worth having comes easy

okay, math is really really irritating. i got my test back and it was god awful. i was relieved when the teacher said you guys made through the hardest part of calculus but i am quite pissed. hahahahahhaha. thus, i shall really really put some effort (none initially) into math and get a good grade. :D why am i taking school so easily anyway?? ck ck ck.. shame on me! anyway, my friend in sccc asked for my help to take her math placement test. i was thinking like, okay, i nailed mine the other time so i figured hers should be easy too. she picked me up and i went to her school, pretended to be her and all. the test ONLY gave me 6 questions. how in the world is that enough 'evidence' to judge what level you're in?! GEEZ. 2 questions bummed me.

1.log5 125 [later on i found out this was SUPER easy. OMG! the answer is 3!!!]
2. 6!/(2!)(3!)
go figure that out.

the rest are like functions and all which was quite easy. anyway, i got in to 123 which is not satisfactory. she wanted a 124. and i got a 124 the last time. but i remembered it was last spring. hahahahahha. last april. but the stuff that they tested me on is like, college algebra!! i must've gotten very lucky last time hahahhaa.. anyway im kinda pissed. she and her boyfriend went to lunch and i chose not to come.. dont feel too good about it but i guess it's okay, she asked for my help in the first place anyway ): on a side note, she said ipanema is good! its on 1st avenue, sort of a brazillian buffet.. steak steak steak! hahahaha.. shall try that. she was like on a fitness program and i was like okay i think ure skinny enough. but nvm, each to its own hhahahah. she and her boyfriend's really sweeeeeeet!! ahhhhhhhhh.. hahahahah :D there i was in the backseat feeling envious! hahaha, they were so cuteee together! they are like so compatible.. ;p she's really cute in the first place so i think its pretty cool.
ugggghhh i hate math. i am really thinking of getting into journalism. but i think that might be a bore too.. sigh. let's see, let's see.

GEE. X5 is REALLY COOL. like REALLY. im upset! i shouldve gotten that X3! really! ughhhhh! acceleration a breeze! i was sitting in my friend's car and i didnt realize we were riding 90mph. i couldnt feel a thing! how awesome is that. he's not a really good driver but who is nowadays really. my brother was even swerving left to right last night ahhahaha but i guess he's just tired from the flight.. or from the trip. he sure had a good one! and im going to have a good one too this long weekend. i feel like skipping friday so its a 4 day weekend. how cool is that? ive only 50minutes of class on that day anyway.. so its okay, right? no, no quiz! ^^

im absolutely exhausted and parched right now. tadi gw bikin martabak di rumah, pengen cpt plng makannn ahhahahahha. anyway im applying to UBC.. i dont know if i can get in or if my parents would let me. i guess it'll be just for fun.. if i do get accepted it would be cool huh! deadline's feb 28. remind me!

my friend in oz just emailed a very gross grab from PETA about slaughtering animals of fur in china. geeeez. :/ makes me feel a little bit queasy but im still hungry hahahahhahahaha.

i miss juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

'tell me how you're gonna be without me'

IS IT THAT HARD TO FIND CRITICAL POINTS!??!?! TAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. omgggggggggg. theres 3 huge question. i nailed the first one, i was absolutely blank about the second one, they had e to the power of x. WHAT THE HELL AH! the answer was 3 over e! the last one, i had correct answer but my concluding statement was WRONG. HOLY !*^&!@^&!*(!(!. WHYYYYYYYYYY. GAHHHH.

thats a b*tch. i got kinda upset. and then i went to get something from an 'art' shop in bellevue square! the shop's closed! WHAT SIA. ad victoria's secret CLOSED too! i mean, FOR GOOD. bellevue square is slowly turning self-demolishing. i was such in a bad mood i felt like spending money on very very expensive things. i was determined to get a miu miu but all the bags in the shop suckedddddd. i was like WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! then i wanted to get a coach tote and they were out of the one i wanted too. WHAAAAAAAAAAATTTT!!! i give up. hahahahahha. anyway im organizing a dinner later on. GEEZ! its so hard to be an event organizer esp if its just you.. anyway THANK GOD everything's settled. i just have to leave like way earlier.

i dont feel so good. caffeine overloadddde.hahahhaha. i just want to crash crash crash. anyway im having the house all to myself this weekend woo hoo. monday i've an impromptu math test at seattle central. i want to try my luck, just for fun. but since i flunked my math test just now, my confidence is not doing so good but whatever..
things to do in the next 2 hours:
1.FIX & WASH CAR.
2.Clean mess in kitchen.
3.grab something at crossroads.
4.hussy up. you think i can make it?

i dont think im coming home tonight.. and i dont feel so good.

Robert's leaving for good tonight btw..

Labels: how do you expect me to live alone with just me.

you know, the thought of having a work at home husband is pretty cool huh? been watching Cashmere Mafia where one of their husband is an architect. he's always home, always there when she comes back from outside. aint that dreamy? hahahaha. do stuff together at home, chilling, tea with a book or something. but it'll still be pretty cool having a husband running around with a suit, leather briefcase and cufflinks eh?

ive just had a killer statistics tests. i survived on 3 cans of caffein loaded drink. i was completely hammered, my head was ringing and i was really hearing things! i was so freaked out ahhahahah stupid energy drinks. they really keep you going though.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! wear something new! :D

Labels: time of my life

TOEFL, I OWN YOU!!! XD

February's a good month :)i like this month. shall blog more later! havent been doing so in a long time huh.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh am i in a good mood or whaat? ;p

its like 4am.. if i keep this up i think im going to kill myself slowly. and that makes me wonder if anybody's gonna be glad if i did. hahahahah.

anyway did u notice when USA is read backwards it reads ASU? ahhahahahahaha. no comments, only an observation.

no shit, study here is so harddd. i got a 90/110 for my latest accounting test and it makes me want to cry. statistics class made me want to slit my wrist. i don't understand crap and the teacher isn't helping much. my math? i got 87/100 and i got pretty bumped. jesus christ. what do they WANT! can u feel the stupid but somewhat irritating pressure? its like self satisfaction does not imply or is not sufficient anymore. i used to think it was okay cuz i got a B in one econs class but i was like its okay i was very self satisfied with what ive learnt, which i found was meaningful. but that doesnt mean anything if u dont have the grade for it.
as if today isn't bad enough, the location i had planned for a party isnt available anymore so that sucked. i got to move the date now. and night class sucked. and i got to eat junk food. and i sent my friend home when i my tire lost wind and i got lost, took the wrong highway all that. i was pretty scared u know, going on alone, tires dysfunctioning, was nowhere on the highway. then my friend got sick and that sucked. then i overslept and missed a class and was half late for another. and my class starts at 1130. hahahahha. actually those are all very small things, shan't let that get through to me!

i like having the laptop on for hours. u know how the battery gets hot? yeah, it gets pretty cold around here..

ive been meaning to wear one of my ridiculously many heels to school one of these days but i just cant seem to let myself go through that i don't know why hahahaha.
there's this absolutely fantastic leather jacket in mango and they dont have my size anymore. i want to shoot them. not even online. one of my friends thought mango was a hongkong brand, i wanted to laugh.

anyway one of my friend applied for an american visa and got rejected cuz of his bad grades. i laughed my butt off in class! thats ridiculous! since when do they check the report book? i can assure you there will be more girl students in the US compared to guys! boooo! hahahhaa.. i think its funny. the interviewer was like, i know u want to go US to play only right and all that.. ahahhahahah.. i wish him good luck though, was really hoping to see him here!

hmm everybody's planning for spring break already.. i dont know where to go.. its like half of me wants to go, but the other half just want to stay, maybe spend some time with someone..geez. speaking of time, its February already! isnt that fast?! geeeeeee! didnt feel like anything!

i feel like making a weekly tea time/brunch thing. and i want to shift my furnitures.
help me out here, get me a drink will ya?

Labels: British Columbia

how can something so deep becomes something so shallow? is it shallow to begin with? maybe the depth is just an illusion. anyhow, it's so heartbreakingly disappointing..

i should be more useful with my time, and with my tank of gas too. hahahaha.. ive been to unimportant places doing unimportant things lately, which is so liberating yet irritating at the same time. :/ hmmm. for one, i should definitely clean up my house. straight up, my place's a mess. and they say girl's are supposed to be all neat and tidy ehhehe.. second, i need a freaking damn hobby. i could go to the gym often but i kinda waste my time there.. dwelling here and there.. i dont know how much work to give my body.. i don't have a goal to focus at too.. this free-spirit thing of me is destructive huh! hmm i could go driving. that ought to make my dad happy when i hit the greens with him the next time we meet.. but it's just too darn colddd.. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... mm i should start cooking again eh? but who'll do the dishes?!? i ought to get a maid mann! and sometimes the ingredients are expensive, like, if you want to cook fancy things.. so ive turned to shopping but i already have more than enough things.. hmmm i figure i should just stick to studying. but ohh cmonnnnnn! study?! behhhh. i know what i need, a part time job! but its not that easy to get one.. geeez. if i have an id, i'd be more than happy to sink into wine and all its culture! i've started the theory already anyway, all i need to do now is the experimenting hahahah.. you know what, i want to travel!
and the weekend's over.. time to get back to work.. weekends are toxic. u have too much fun it just screw up your mind and priorities. hahahha.
oh, shoot i just remember i have a 0930 meeting tomorrow!

it's just another love song.
xoxo, ms.seattle...

Labels: staying alive.

i'm really going to do this, arent i. i promise i'll be careful.

OMG TOMORROW MATH QUIZ! I HATE MATH! TO HELL WITH MATH EUW EUW EUWWW.
i guess hello SU goodbye UW lahhh.. pasrah gw.. i give up. id rather take it easy and enjoy life.. aint it righht???!

tomorrow im meeting jaja-bing! ahhhhh! ^^
xoxo, ms.seattle

Labels: euphoria

today i went to the gym and i almost killed myself. hahahahahhaha. gilaaaaaaaaaaa. i was exhausteddd. i was sweating so much i suddenly thought of gatorade's is it in you? commercial. i imagined my sweat was all colourful like it was in the commercial ahahahha. anyway i ended the gym session with reading the wall street times on a mechanical bike. isnt that super weird? hahah.. after that i did some stupid math and then i went to watch a basketball match, houston rockets vs. seatlle sonics. omg yaoming's so BLOODY TALL! and the game was crazzy, sonics was leading through out the whole game but in the last MINUTE rockets shot so much three pointers that they won 109-107. i was screaming my head off! it was outta controlll!
this weekend's going to be awesome, i can tell ;p

sighh. so much to do, so much to doooo. february's going to be crazy.

percayalah padaku, aku pun rindu kamu..
xoxo, ms seattle

Labels: somewhere over the rainbow~

anyway it's martin luther king's day today so its like sort of a public holiday thing. since it's a holiday, my friends and i have decided to do an impromptu house party. hahahhaha. it was so fuunnyyy. anyway it was hell alot of fun ahhahahahahhaha. shant tell you what happened. nothing much really. but just some good fun. ahahahhahaha. i had funn, it was nicee. especially seeing people let loose when they have never did at all.. they make the funniest alchoholics. hahahahha. like strip and do funny dances y'know.. the whole nine yards hahahahhahahha! i didnt do anything, i was at the perfect soberity point where it was just nice.. yeayy.. hahaha..

but damn it, it is SO COLD tonight.

i washed my car today, i wanted to die. standing outside for more than an hour. it was crazzyyyy. although it was super sunny, the wind still kills. anyway, its shinnnnnnnnnnny!!! ahahhahahahahah.. i am happyyy. it was worth it!

i had training for international night today, it was kinda progressive. im satisfied heheuhehehe.. and super pumped!

my hair! can you say.. low maintenance? ahahhaha.. it looks fabulous!! ahhhhh.. ;)xoxo, ms seattle.

Labels: feelings.

holy crap, it takes $5000 to attend Robert Yamasaki's seminar! WHAT SIAH. ahahhahahaha.. his book are really good anyway, i'll just have to read them i guess..

annyway its a long holiday, monday's off. i want to go on a roadtrip! ahhhhh i so wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... heeheheheh.. party party party.. havent done that in quite a while.. yes, ive been a good girl. hahahah..

xoxo, ms seattle

i am so obsessed with cheesecake factory now =9

Labels: im missing you already

havent written in a long time eh?
anyway happy new year! ahahha.. i dont know why but the happy nw year feeling sticks to you for quite a bit doesnt it? hahaha... so far ive only stuck with one of my new yr resolutions.. ive just read a book by travis stock. it's an interesting but pretty mundane book.. relationships, meant to go both ways. how we feel, meant to be felt by both parties. what we need and want, to have, to feel better..
guys are like that, personally i get pretty flicked off by the fact that my unsaid commitment they do not get. like, when i am seeing a person for a few days. i couldve seen another person the next day, if not, the next hour but i dont.. guys dont seem to understand that.. they think all girls are one-guy per time types.. yah right. im not contemplating every female to be.. that full of options. but even if we are not guilty of that fraud, we should be recognized for it dont we? anyway i think this happened to me twice and it didnt work out both ways. even though i had my hopes up high. next time im staying single for somebody, i'd better tell it to their face. then they just maybe will not be with another girl, or convince themselves that they are not meant to be with me and things like that.

guys are.. i dont know.. they're okay i guess.. but ive grown to learn that i like em pretty much older than i am.. slightly or not.. not compared to me, just to their maturity level.. see i dont mind seeing a person as old as i am.. but it must be when we're both older.. so he'll have time to grow up into himself.. ive got a few cases of same age no-go guys.. i think they get what im trying to say.. at least i hope.. one ended with a girl older than he is (she mustve been desperate) and i really dont know what happened to the other one. ahhahahaha. anyway its a good thing we're still friends.. i try to keep it that way.. you know, trying to keep peace on earth and stuff. hahahaha.. i am SO over the drama mama scene..

you know today i just saved myself from a tabloid frenzy of drama. i was hanging out with my friends at this spot. a small group of us, just having a ball.. when a GANG, literally that many, storm in.. i knew ALL of them. actually i used to go out with them, spent worthless time with them.. the minute i saw their car pull up, i was like, hey guys, lets bounce.. hahahah.. i know its a bit over rated but we were ready to leave anyway.. i am glad we left.. i dont like the tension! anyway, even though i left, i ended up being the messenger of two person who had totally different circle of friends and just ME as the middle person. (cuz i was acquinted with both groups) it was SICK. the whole drama thing. the guy was like WHY ISNT SHE PICKING UP. SHES TRULY A HORRIBLE PERSON. IM CALLING THE SHOP. and she was out of contact.. it was hilarious! i even had to ask for a few useless favors from my other friends.. anyway enough about it, you guys might not even know what it is.. long story.. hahahha..

lets start with another topic.. your friend's friend, who you think is obsess-able from every aspect, yet just up to a certain medium that you can contain yourself from stalking him, (a gotta have factor to me) shows up from nowhere right. so sudden as if he dropped out from the sky.. he's the sweetest sweetest guy and it was just from my observation.. i hope he's not fronting though.. hahahha.. anyway these kind of guys are pretty rare.. those who turn off the radio when you are telling a drama story from your school which is totally unimportant and those that even you, find boring, those who asks if you have any jokes to say and asks if you would want to hear some, those that dont smoke, occasionally drink, likes to party 'safe yet hard' as i would say it, and most importantly dont do pot or substances.. those who are not interested at all when i mentioned to them the hemfest, the greatest festival in the world, is going to happen in seattle.. those who are interested in FINE-DINING rallies.. those who read FORTUNE. GEEZ! FORTUNE! those who walk you to your CAR. those who are sweet to your friends. those who are so pleasant in company. those who are able to entertain, and keep the atmosphere comfortable. those who initiated, orders, and EATS DESERTS, yet being a men's health type of person. those who have a very unique sense of humor. those who knows how to handle his rides. those who is respectful, polite and a pleasure to talk and listen to. those who looks you in the face when talking to you, no matter how short, unimportant, and random it is.. those 'people person'.. those 'finance' person.. those who makes you and everybody feel good when they are around.. sigh.. i wonder what he's looking for in life.. i bet he's got so much going on for him. and i absolutely can not wait to watch clover field. hahahahaha.

xoxo, ms.seattle.

its like i just wrote an noble prized awardable speech and it got fucking deleted. i am terribly upset. uw sucks.

UR GIRLFRIEND ISNT VERY NICE AND SOMETIMES DISRESPECTFUL. ARE YOU PROUD OF HER?! I DIDNT DO NOTHING. SHE'S CHEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP. suck this in k,apparently i dont care anymore.

Labels: i mean well initially.

las vegas was sweetttt. hahahahhahahhah!!
limousines, caviar, foei gras woaaahhhhhhhh outdoor top of building jacuzzi, thousand dollar tickets, hell loadsa wine wooooooooohhooooooooooooooooooo!!!
it may get dull just a little bit after the fourth time but just a little.. hehehehhe.. anyway it was great, sitting in the same row with neyo in beyonce's concert and all. only i didnt bring my camera and my friend's too chicken to do it gahhahahahahhaha but she made up for it by getting to know two asian dudes at a party! they were okay but sorry to say, from singapore... im like... okayy... see you later....... hahauahuahhahahaha.. but tell u somethin, there is so much beautiful people theree!! go to hooters! omg, its like boobiewonderland.. or planet boob job! hauhahahahha but the wings are superr wicked!! and so you know UFC is as real as it gets, definitely bruutalll!! omg omg omg blood and everything, the thousand was worth it.. they must be filthy rich for that three round fight. it was def coooooooooooool. and after all the cirque du soleil, i am still not a fan. their language is what disturb me most, its like alien language.. anyway, i lost 100 dollars new years and got wasted over very expensive wine. it was crazyyyyyyyy. i never expected that to happen, my first hangover some more.. hahahaahha.. amazing..! anyway, all the food is awesommmmmmmmme. i am surprised i didnt gain weight. hmmmm. hahahhaa maybe all that walking around shopping.. joel robunchen is wonderfuuuuuuuuuuuul. it was my fave so far, next to stripsteak. golden osetra caviar, la cheatue la tour, haut brion and seared foei gras, all the kobe beef in the world, and so so so so much moreeeeeeeeeeeeee kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa its so good to be able to eat all that sort of fooddddddddddd!! the 15grand last time was nuthin to what we spent on food this time. damn riiiight! hahahahha.. seattle's aint so bad either.. but the flight back from vegas was craaazyy. it was supposed to be 8pm right so we can catch the 2am international flight but the flight got delayed 15hours and i had to sleep on the airport floor.. that's new.. i feel like im in the terminal movie.. ahuahhahahahaha..

ask you something, when ur friend's girlfriend cheats on him and he asks you and u're the only ONE who knows. should you tell him? the girl's my friend too, but she got a rep for doing these kind of things anyway, so it's allright, right?

Labels: 2008 AWESOME.

best christmas gift, ever!

i almost almost almost signed the contract for that bmw x3..
almoooooooossssssssssssst! d:

well anyway, my house's a mess and im leaving town.

merry christmas everybodyy!

Labels: vrooom vrooooomm~

so finals are next mon, tues, and wednsday right?
its saturday today so i figure i'll go to the sch's library and read a little bit..
heheheh i woke up at 12pm, reached sch at 1pm, started reading and fell asleep at 130pm til 2pm when my friend reached and woke me up. HAHAHAHAHAH. hey, it's the thought that counts right? the library closes at 5pm so we had to get out.. went to bellevue square for dinner at about 6pm and i planned to go home to continue to study right. cuz im really in deep shit behind class you see, but one shop led to another and then led to christmas shopping. the next thing i know im down 500 dollars (you convert it yourself! and i spent well over 100 ytd! omf! d:) and it was 11pm. i reached home at 1130pm and its 1145pm now and teddy's coming to pick me up to go play poker. and i dont think i'll be home till 3am. yeah, this is what i do in finals. ahahahhaahhahahahahahahahhahahaha!!! d:

on the way back home, i talked on the phone right, 11mins26seconds later i was home and i cant feel my hand. it was BLACK. it lost blood or something. omg it's serioulsy getting COLD!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUUUUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDDDDDYYYYYYY.

Labels: Over Here, We Wear Abercombie

start small

i'm sitting in my living room with my aber hoodie and jeans, socks and bag on the floor, hair all tied up and pinned, cup of milk in a red plastic cup, accounting book closed and letteres scattered on the table alongside this laptop, thinking how damn cold it is right now. but being the lazy and cheapo i am, i didnt turn on the heater. OMG ITS SO COLLLLLLLLLD!! it'll take too long for the heater to heat up the whole living room anyways! i've just watched 4 episodes of gossip girl but i planned only on watching one to begin with.. sigh* im so hopeless hahahha.. nobody's home right now, which makes it even more colder brrrrr :( i was talking with my friend in canada and he sent me a picture, the snow there is like a foot deep! woah! hahahah how cool is that!

j∂cqo. says (1:41 AM):
omg that deeep
[C]hef[S]delz - sighhh says (1:41 AM):
bam
j∂cqo. says (1:41 AM):
masa sih
not that easy rightt
[C]hef[S]delz - sighhh says (1:41 AM):
lol
no shitt
i was jkk
hahahahah gulilble bngt si lo
j∂cqo. says (1:42 AM):
!!
lo kan temen gw
i believe you!
taeeeeeeee hahaha
gw baru kena tipu lagi kmaren2 ini
tae
hahahahha
[C]hef[S]delz - sighhh says (1:43 AM):
hahahaha
thought ur all street smarted.. tp masi cupu2 gulliblue cute cute gt
LOl
j∂cqo. says (1:45 AM):
street smart
apaan sihhh
iya ni
ah ton jgn gitu gw skrg ngerasa bego
gw... xcensoredx smart?
ciehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
j∂cqo. says (1:46 AM):
hahahahahha
[C]hef[S]delz - sighhh says (1:46 AM):
LOL
tat... sounded so dirttttyy
or maybe tat is wut ur tryin to imply..
lol
j∂cqo. says (1:47 AM):
nga la canda kaleee hahaha
j∂cqo. says (1:48 AM):
gw gullible gw gullible
hahaha
[C]hef[S]delz - sighhh says (1:48 AM):
psshhh

he is so rightt i am so gullible. i got scammed recently too, by a new girlfriend. i know she wasnt that good anyway. uhhh. i am so annoyed. takes one to pull a fast one on me, and two to make me upset.. ): padahal i was good to her.. sigh. ohwell. sudahlah.. resek, kheki deh..
so for school, aint doin so good too.. today was like, the last day of class, the finals are left.. gawd. im like, wanting to freak out every single moment..
things to do supposedly for today:
1. Revise Accounting chapter 1 & 2
2. Revise 2 Micro text
that's not so much right? but so far i've only done one chapter on accounting.. three quarters anyway.. hahahaha.. you know, im starting to learn about myself, at least the way i study. i need to talk and study. not too crowded and not too quiet, not too much food and not too much distraction. i like to take my time, thats when things actually go in my head.. omg i am actually a slow learner d: way to go jacq hahhahahaha.. ive really gotta hustle up tomorrow.. there's not much time left..
2am tonight, everybody's leaving for jakarta my gawdd i wanna go tooo!! ): this town is going to be a quiet one this christmas.. and oh btw, ive just gotten my driving certificate! HAHAHAHAH! SWEET !:D

today i spent so long in the library before going to downtown for dinner and a late stroll.. it was nice, picked out something at the mall and dropped by safeway.. accompanied my friend running an errand too.. i swear i most absolutely definitely can not wait to get a ride! it's so hard to get a license when ure underage and international all that kinda whack.. but SOON. mark my words. heeee.

appreciate thyself and others shall appreciate you.
little things matter, other people matter, but you've to see the bigger picture.
have it your way, and it'll be your day when that empty feeling goes away.

end meaningful.

Labels: fabulosity, love, me.